* Sometimes the answers only raise more questions. But it has real meaning.
proved to be a silly question: "Why do you look at all only as friends?". Only someone who knows me too well have noticed that I issued a slight smile, those whose meaning is always the same: better off. Well
out that, indeed, only a bond of friendship I join with most girls I've been to my house, mother. It's just rather not know the truth of the circumstances. But as I love doing public scrutiny on various aspects of my private life, then here we go.
FIRST ANSWER QUESTIONS INVOLVING MORE
Really, mother, your son, not wanting (but willing), the person becomes more complicated in the world at a time. In the first place. I'm upside down. I think most people are living the beginning of a relationship filled with excitement and happiness. Not that I do not live like this, but really I add an ingredient storm: the doubt, something that most people install after having already concluded. Duda. Is she? Is it really for me? Are we really so much in common? I do not like this of it. I do not know. I see too .. well .. I do not know. What if I get bored then? Dare I say "and was" so so quick or I'll have to wait a while, just by inertia, so it does not hurt as much? Will I be as villain to do something like that? Would I be better off alone?
How terrible! I think (although I can not say at all) that this is the reason I'm never with someone so quickly. Mine is the extended. Months. Maquillaré it with a "I like the first out," but it would be fair to say "I prefer to go first time to be really sure that's where I'm not going to shit." Because it really is a shit that you do that. And if you say, it always ended up doing it before.
THE SECOND IS PATHETIC
But your question still not fully answered, mother. It is not my fault. I find it hard to be sure. They can sometimes be several months, others just one. I do not know. But the truth is that it comes in which I realize what I want it clear for some time. It is then that I decide. Unfortunately for me, sometimes that decision ends up being unilateral. There your question again resound in my ears, but this time with a comment like perfect added: "Do not do waste their time." It is at that precise moment the one I'm speechless.
I tell you, mother, who at that point is anything but "just" my friend. I'll be blunt: I'm veneers the most shameless way possible, Mom. And several times just feet away. And sometimes more than just kissing.
And your question is that ¬ (who sounded like a statement) and is doubly answered: is not that nobody wants to be with, it's just that I go first, and of course I also fall in love and want to be with someone, but then spent the train, or cars came off suddenly.
COMPLICATED AS IS VERY INTERESTING AND ATTRACTIVE
So in my family know me as a "hummingbird" and say "there is nothing to do, in that he likes his freedom." How I hate to hear these words and phrases. And yes, I must be me. Do not blame anyone. Recently a good friend said: "To thee 4 is not 2 +2. Is 2 +1 +1, 3 +1, 1 +1 +1 +1, 5-1 .... " And it could have followed. Gave reason. And although I always try to hide it, am one of those things and think too much about bringing ropes, to make sense of every detail, right up to look for unreason.
Who called that was on the other side? He said such a thing, then it means he was with that other person. And earlier said that other, then it must be that night was conspicuous by its absence. Is that what it seems or just be my hell? There
began to weaken the act's postmodernist boast many of us: the relationship without titles. You see, you have no right to complain. Not even a question. You realize that hung a thread. No hanging on anything. And disappears like a ghost that disappears suddenly appeared, stole your breath, changed forever the way you see things, your heart stopped and was gone for good.
And although you say you are afraid to return to see that spectrum, you know that deep down you're dying to see that image again. Because you know that you will go to cross with anything or anyone like her. And because you know (and what you believe) that you will never feel anything like what you felt at that time.
