these goodbyes no goodbyes Wednesday * Who understands us. The best goodbyes are the ones that do not include any goodbye. Simply disappear, do not leave a trace. You become just a memory. For better or worse, end up being a mere evocation.
If that person hears your name, all that experience is a journey in time. Those were the days: a smell, a sound, a smile, his voice far away, things that were said and others that passed. Or remember only the good, or remember only the bad. Or is it one or the other.
separations are never pleasant. Always the explosion of a time bomb, sometimes visible, sometimes difficult to predict. But always exist, no matter how official or was not a relationship. Of that, there is no doubt.
Does anyone really well with just anyone? You really are friends? How long will it be for real? I mean, like any other friend (a) who you can tell your stuff without any problems, and whom you ask for his life and what he has done, without fear of what you will say. Do you take
speech? Erase his number from your phone? Does msn blocks? Did you get your things that were in plain view in your room? Do you got in your Facebook? Did you change the privacy of your profile so that you know nothing about your life? Do you destaggeaste of the photos displayed together? Have you changed your mobile number? Stay away
sometimes also involves the other person away. Ensure that it is not close.
All this sounds ugly. Nobody likes to do so. Believe me, it is not pretty.
STORIES REPEAT IS V, Ch, M, M. The events are never the same, but similar. Four cases are enough to make it clear that there is a modus operandi at the end of my relationships. V
knew when to say yes then we would still talking, he rebuked his last acts, and not I talked to a couple of years later. We were never friends. Ch
know what time later. Although I tried to be his friend, could not with the fact that someone liked me even when I liked it. I walked away completely and after 6 months and we would speak again. We became friends, but some confusion caused us to leave and return to speak a few more times until finally we could be friends for real. Today it still is.
With M realized that still did not know what it was to move away completely. After months of trying to be friends, and attempting to turn away from her nth time, it was decided to do the latter. Peculiar thing here was that I did when nothing happened. I guess I thought something like "now that I'm quiet, you better not have even the possibility of not be." Do you understand? And then I did. I did not say anything.
With M (another M) was not so different. Again I said several times that I would depart. And did melted. And again doing and undoing. Until one day, without saying anything, I did eventually.
Like all previous occasions, without any hatred, although with some resentment. Resentment myself more than anything. For not learning. By falling into what had fallen earlier. By necessity. Yes, need. For an obligation to myself, be calm and that there are even possibilities, temptations, not to be.
As I do so without advance notice, ask you not understand me. It is difficult to understand the actions of someone trying to erase thoughts and feelings of his head. Ask impossible acts completely sober and aware of what he does.
As a pick on another just stop going out with one, others move away and alienate the other person. Who understands us. Yes Who understands us.
Nothing surprises me most in life, heart, to do to change my skin like the chameleon. Do not panic, please (8). when God gives a gift, it also gives you a whip. and the whip is only for self-flagellation.
